It's been a month plus since my last post. I had lots of things happened.
I was sick and sick then I found out it's because I was having a baby.
I was shock but well, my hubby happy to hear that :)
Too bad last week I was miscarriage :(
I cried, so did my hubby.
I felt so empty, because used to there is a small creature that ate and breath from me.
When I watched tv, it's a heart pain to see ads about pregnant woman or baby.
I always "talked" to my baby to tell her/him that I am so sorry. It's not her/his time to be here.
And she/he will be happy to stay in heaven with God.
Tell me that Im crazy, but if u are in my position, u know how it feels.
I dont have anything to say anymore.
That's a short update from me.



Baby, ur mom and dad always love u.
Maybe heaven is the right place for u.